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| brick semester is over and winter break will be over in 2 weeks.
frustration...is a word, which describes my entire winter break.
Only if i knew why. Actually thats what makes me even more frustrated.
Regardless of how much im trying to look at things with a positive attitude,
I have learned, it doesnt always work.
A bad thing about frustration is that it spreads, and it most likely leads you to anger.
I feel like I have been taking it out on someone, someone important.
bitching, complaining...seems like those two words have taken over the
entire conversaion i have with that person. wish it was different.
Only thing makes me feel better is to talk with that special person,
but when we talk, it turns into my frustration. Sometimes, it reaches
to a point where I simply dont want to deal with it period. I want it
to be over instantaneously...
you blink, and things are over.
Yes i live in a dream world.
GOD!! what is wrong with me
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| so summer is almost over.
im moving in on sunday 22nd. I cant wait till i go back to school, thou
i am really not looking forward to those bricks im going to draw next
sem.
but being busy is better than being absolutely bored out of my mind..
i hate sitting around and doing nothing..
it makes me feel like an useless person.
im not really having good days..family issues...
i really really dont want to be alone tonight..its one of those days
you reall need someone just sit next to you and keep you company.
luckily...john is coming over..didnt think he would when i asked him jokingly to come over at 10:30 p.m.
but hes on his way...i appreciate this the most...
well ill stop being so depressive..others def dont need to hear this crap.
well g2g.
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| pictures from dar's birthday!!
so july 14th wed was DAr's birthday. we were intented to go see
fireworks at navy pier but unfortunately, we didnt get to see him at
navy pier..but we watched in the car..and i think IT STILL COUNTS!
so it was cool
then we all went to rock and roll McDonald's and talked.
I got to meet some of u of i people..yes more of those people..lol
im tired of yall..alrite?? hahaha jkjk
u of i ppl are mad cool...all of those i've met
so here comes the pictures!!
p.s. happy 19th birthday dar..finally..you dont have to go borrow IDs anymore!! yey!!!! mUaH
so this one is blurry..WHO TOOK THIS PICTURE!!!!!! 
o wait..i think it was me..
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so i havent updated my xanga for a long time..yes i know!
and im not supposed to be writing on this right now cuz i have a test
tomorrow in my lovely cal2 and i dont know ANYTHING about that.. so i
really should be studying but i dont really feel like it.
newayz..those of you who have seen/met him know who this blonde (light
bulb hair according to one of my dearest friends) hair guy is..and
those of you who have no clue..get the picture! isnt it obvious?? haha
sorry im mean.
this is when we went to brookfield zoo on sunday..and i had blueberry flavored icee...and as a result
so people ask me..."how long have you been dating John?"
for the future reference to those who havent asked me this question...dont ask me because i dont know..
yes..thats right we dont have an anniversary date..i would say sometime
between early may to mid may? so our anniversary will always
be.."approximately.." haha
newayz..im gonna go do my math homework laterzzz
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woody and michelle
june and chris...awww
